Sakit....

Salah siapa

Salah siapa?

Salah aku lahhhhh...

Allah tu maha pengampun syg.

Ujian tu kifarah dosa.

Allah sayangkan kau, dan inginkan kau bertaubat.

Maka ujian itu sbgai kifarah dosa kau.

Kau tak nak kira berapa banyk ujian kau skrg?

kau xnak kira brapa bnyk dosa kau buat?

Orang fikir kau baik, sbnrnya kau bnyk buat dosa.

Dan skrg apa?

Kau nk cuba lari tp kau xmampu.

Bukan sbb kaki tak bisa mengorak langkah,

tapi kerana tiada tmpat untk kau lari.

Kau malu dgn dunia atas dosa yg kau buat?

Atau kau malu dgn Allah?

Ya Allah,,,

Aku sakit....Aku terseksa,,,

AKu sedih....kau uji aku dgn pelbagai perkara

Aku mohon untk kau sentiasa ada dgn aku..

Aku hmbamu yg lemah

Dalam masa yg genting ini.

perperiksaan yg kian tiba

Kau uji aku dgn pelbagai dugaan..

Hati aku yg Allah makin lemah.

Aku fikir aku kuat, rupanya aku salah, aku abaikan kau

Kini aku sedar, smua ini untk aku kembali padamu Ya Allah....

Aku dah jatuh, bntu aku untk bangkit Ya Allah,,,,,,

Bantu aku,,,,,,,

Aku rindukan aku yg dekat dgn kau........

Sungguh, aku tersiksa....

Hhhhhmmmmm

It just hurt so much. Like you are dying inside. 

You realise that the time is moving on, but u still there.

STUCK. cannot move on. 

Not because you dont want to, but because you just cant.

Something stop you. 

those undefine feeling.

and you just can hope that one day.

EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE......

The tought that stay...

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

The tought that stay. It stay and it wont go away.

For everyplace that i go, every second, every moment,

I miss you. It's always be you the one who stay in my mind.

And bcoz i know u wont come into my life anymore,

i keep on imagine you are here.

Somewhere wif me. And you stay here. 

You are not gonna leave me.Anymore.

Will you come after me?

Yes, For every single time the thought to Give Up come across,

there would be something that stop me.

Is it worst for what i've been fighting for?

Is it true i can totally give up.

It's different now.

Even for everytime i miss u n i feel like i want everything to be as it used to,

i didnt cry anymore, instead, I smile.

For every memories we had, I smile for that.

Coz i have this strong instinct that u wont be the old you anymore.

I change because you change.
But deep down, I MISS US.

I'm not giving up.

It just i'm gonna stop fighting.

If its mean to be, it will EVENTUALLY will :)

But if i did give up n turn away, 

would you come after me?

buddyzzzzz!^^

May this friendship last forever!:) 

Awak,awak,awak dan awak~

kite syg awak smua ^^ 

hehe

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can't find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

INCOMPLETE....

Sometimes,,

Wordless Wednesday.

Renungan Sabar..

Saat hati berkata " INGIN ", namun ALLAH berkata 

" TUNGGU ".Saat AIR MATA harus menitis, 

namun ALLAH berkata " TERSENYUMLAH ".

Saat segalanya terasa " MEMBOSANKAN ", namun ALLAH berkata " TERUSLAH MELANGKAH ".kita merancang,

Allah juga merancang..tetapi perancangan Allah lebih baik.. Segala Puji Bagi Allah. :)

Aku penat....

Rasa hati yang aku sendiri tak pernah fahami,

Remaja. Mungkin sbb itu, aku rasa apa yang aku rasa sekarang.

Sedih. Gembira. Nak menangis. Mixed feeling. 

Itu yang aku rasa.

Pernah tak sampai satu saat dalam hidup kita.

We feels like we are not belong to any placed at all.

Every person that we used to know,

turns out to be strangers.

Jarak antara dua hati~

jauh mungkin. Aku rindu untk disayangi,

Aku rindu untk dirindui, Aku rindu untk rasa gembira.

Salah aku mungkin.

Aku terlalu meletak kasih dan sayang aku pada sesorang,

Aku letak bahagia aku pada dia

Bukan pada tuhan yang satu.

Aku bilang aku syang, tp aku lebih sayangkan manusia lebih dari aku sayang Tuhan.

Dan kerna Allah itu sayangkan aku, 

Allah hadirkan rasa ini dalam hati aku,

Mungkin untk aku sedar. Aku tersilap langkah. 

Aku salah. 

Maafkan aku kerna terlalu sayang kamu.

Kerna terlalu ingin kau hadir dalam hidup aku. 

Maafkan aku. 

Aku keliru dengan rasa hati aku sendiri skrg. 

Aku cuma tak tahu apa yang perlu aku lakukan

Aku penat menangis.Aku penat merindu. Aku penat menanti.

Aku penat menyayangi ttpi tak disayangi.

What hurts the most.

I wish~

This 1Sept.

I dont wanna be my self anymore.

I wanna be somebody else.

Because,me,my self,

I'm fall so easily.

When i love someone,

i give half of myself for them.

I give half of my spirit for them.

I give half of my soul for them,

And when there're gone,or i'm leaving.

I'm not my self anymore.

Because apart of me will always be with them.

And it's took 

Courage,

Patient,

and times for me to be 

myself again.

And it's always me,the one who being left.

instead of the one who leaving.

It's always me,who still have those love towards them.

I should accept the fact,

PEOPLE CHANGE.FEELING DRIFT AWAY.

I wish i could be the one who turn away first,

i wanna know how do they feel.

it's great to left the one who love you?

Dont u feel pity towards them.

Dont u know how to appreciated them for giving all they hve for u?

Dont u know they are wasting their time just to spend it with u.

And you throw it away.

IT'S HURT YOU KNOW.

It's feel like u are half alive.

U're dying inside actually.

but u r pretending like nothings happen.

It's ironic isn't ?

Allah is the best planner

Zikirlah~

Abu Musa r. a memberitakan bahawa Rasulullah s. a. w bersabda: 

"Perbandingan oarang yang berzikir dengan orang yang tidak berzikir adalah seperti oarang yang hidup dengan orang yang mati. Orang yang tidak berzikir itu adalah seperti orang mati."

KAWAN VS LAWAN

Think about it :)

Picture Overload!(:

miss u guys so muchhhhhh!!! (':

Me Missing you guys so much!

hye there!(: kenalkan ni la classmate sya time dkt uitm p.alam!:)

comel kan ktrg?? hahaha,,

of course la comel,,tgok spe mentor dy,,

ngeee~^^ 

tp rasanya xsmua org ada time ni,,a few of us xdpt hadir,,

ni time ktrng picnic,tp tetbe hujan,,hehe,,

tp,xper,,hujan tu rahmat,,tndanya Allah berkati ikatan prsahabatan yg wujud antara ktrg,,^^

nyway,,this is it,, C2 2011/12 

asasi sains puncak alam,,^^

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haaaa,,ni zaty,firas and fiza!(:

diorng la girlfriend sya wktu dkt uitm.

comel kan?? xper2,,sya tawu,sya lg comel,,hehe

zaty ni sngt kecik je org nye,,ktrg xrpat sgt time first sem,, 

nk dkt akhir2 sem bru rapat,,

ape2 pun,,i enjoy being fren wif her!thnks yunk!^^ 

and firas ngan fiza ni plak dah mmg kwan baik sjak dr skolah dlu,,

so,once sya baik ngan fiza,automatically firas also become my bestfriend!

diorg la kwan yg slalu teman aku tgok music bank stiap ptg jumaat,,hehe

i miss them so much^^

fiza n firas,if u reading this, please noe that i luv both of u so much,,

thnks for everything u had done to me,,

ily!(:

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This is syaza! my best buddy!(:

she always know how to mke me smile when i'm sad,

she's a happy-go-lucky-girl,,

dy someone yg sgt comel!surely~

and i'm happy being with her,,she always tke cre of me,,

i juz cant decribe how kind she is,

syaza,,bear in ur mind that, no matter what i'm always here to b ur frend,

and u'll always be my best buddy!^^

me luv u so much!

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and this is Fara Diyana!:))

she's a kind and caring person!

she's also the one yg bnyk introduce new thing and places to me,,^^

and da best is,,ktrng slalu gosip sama2,,hahaha

well,,that's what a girl always do right?

xde la smpai tahap mngumpat,,sembang2 je,,right fara??

hehe,, 

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i think that's all what i wanna write here today! actually bnyk benda nk tulis,

tp nnt korg xlarat nk baca pulak,,

haha,,

there's a lot of memories we've made together,,

and i'm sure it wont fade from our minds and hearts,,

i luv you guys sooooo muchhh!(:

thnks for being a part of my life~

"Beginnings are usually scary, 

and endings are always hard, 

but it's everything in between,

 that makes it worth living"

Wordless wednesday^^

Buta Fesyen kah??

poyo ker??