Home sweet Home~

At last~ I'm home!! 

ibu, ayah, achik, adik, abang. i'm back!

hehe,,excited la plak,, :p

siapa x seronok dpt balik rumah kan,,:)

i got my own bed back. my own ipod shuffle. my television. astro. and all my novel.

OMG. it's so fun!

but even i got back all my stuff.

i should remember one thing.

no matter how happy i am.

i should not forget my responsibility as a servant.

i should not let my self too happy with this world.

i got job to do.

for the akhirat~.

note for myself..

dont watch movie too much! T___T

dont forget to recite quran everyday

dont forget to keep ur self close to Allah.

do want u wanna do.

but never cross the line.

use ur time to the fullest~

make it worth.!!

lastly~

BE A GOOD PERSON TO EVERYONE AROUND YOU!!

It's ur gift! ~

Hey there,,yea,,you! it's you,,no! don't look back..not the person behind you.

IT'S YOU,,~

just now when u said wanna a gift.

i started to think.

what should i give you? 

so.after thinking for a thousand times

i thought i make wrong thing by dealing with u about this.

how can i get there and put a gift beside u??
i wish i had doremon's magic door. so that i can go to ur place..
hehe,,^^

well.how could i hve that magic door if doremon also does not exist?? TT
its funny.

now i'm stuck ryte here.

listen.

i'm sorry because i cannot give u a REAL gift.

but i really hve something for u.

something speacial mybe..

Dear sis..

even u and i have known each other for less than 1 week i think..

thnks for being such a nice person for me.

this is for u~

ilysm,,<3

credit to Blizzard Casper

WOMEN; are they special?

Ya Allah, mengapa wanita sering menangis?
Jawabnya:

Kerana wanita itu unik.
Aku ciptakannya sebagai makhluk istimewa,
AKu kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya,
AKu lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman,
AKu kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia,
AKu teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang pada saat yang lain menyerah,
AKu berikannya naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun,
AKu kuatkan batinnya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman,
Walau disakiti oleh “orang” yang dia sayangi..
Wanita makhluk kuat,
Tetapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana AKu berikannya air mata untuk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru.

“WANITA itu ISTIMEWA”

keep smilling~

I should not let my self from keep haunt by this feeling~

Allah,,only you i hve.

as a place for me to rely on.

only u understand what i feel when others not.

only you know how hurt it is inside of me.

Ya Allah..thanks for giving me this felling.

u mke me closer to you.~

" Allah tidak membebani seseorang hambanya melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Ia dapat pahala yg diusahakan dan ia mendapat seksa (dari kejahatan) yang diusahakan. (mereka berdoa) : "Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah engkau hukum kami jika kami lupa atau kami bersalah. Ya tuhan kami, janganlah engkau bebankan kami dengan bebanan yang berat sebagaimana engkau bebankan orang-orng sebelum. Beri maaflah kami.; ampunilah dosa kami; rahmatilah kami. Egkaulah penolong kami, maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir."

Just keep smilling okay...every single smile will make others world,,:)

even how hard it is. u hve u give it a try.

SENYUM ITU SEDEKAH ^^

it's my fate~

•♥• ALLAH •♥•

♥ Tempat bertahan ketika kita hendak menyerah
♥ Tempat berdoa ketika hilang tempat mengadu & ketika semua orang menjauh
♥ Tempat untuk kembali bangkit sekalipun hati kita telah hancur berkali-kali
♥ Tempat untuk tetap mengerti ketika tak ada satupun terlihat memberi erti
♥ Segala sesuatu menjadi mungkin kerana Allah lebih memahami kita melebihi diri kita

Ya Allah,,i cried again tonight,,

but for this time,,i don't even know the reasons is,,

i think.i know why.but then.

i feel like.

"should i cry just because of it?"

its useless!! 

i got nothing to do  with that.

its my fate.my destiny.

why must i deny it?

i'm afraid to tell others.because i dont want them to miss understand it.

i just within my self. me and myself.

its my fight. to fight the evil of me. 

i have to get rid of it.not next year, not next week, not tomorrow,

but now.this moment.

Dear Aifa.

Until when u wanna let the 'ego' of u conquer ur self.ur mind.and ur heart?

"life is like a big circle, sometime you go up. but sometimes. u'll go down."

believe in ur self. everything happen for a reason. there's HIKMAH beside what had happen to u today.

just move on ur life and act normal.

but please..

make sure u r better than yesterday,,~

Ya Allah.

u've told us that 

EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON.

and i believe,,there must be something behind all of this thing.

Ya ALLAH. i'm begging u.please.

let out all of this uncomfortable feeling inside of me.

i wanna go through my life again as usual.

Please..u r the most Powerful,, u hold our heart..

it's all up to u..

"sesungguhnya kedudukan seseorang disisi Allah 

bukanlah dinilai dr pangkat atau darjatnya di bumi ini,,

namun di nilai pd tahap keimanannya trhadap Allah

 dan amal kebaikannya disisi Allah"

Dear KAMU~

Kamu~

don't be sad.no matter how recent i told u dat i dont miss u.

no matter how long is takes for me to call u. 

honestly. i miss u a lots n a lots! 

it just me. sometimes. feel shy to admit that i miss u.

u r my fren. even u r not here anymore.beside me. like u used to be.

but i know. u live deep inside my heart.

i do miss u fren. i wish i could meet u. n see u again.even just for a moment.

u r the best friend that i ever had~

i know u will meet a lots n a lots of new persons.

but please.promise me that u wont forget about me.

sorry for all my wrong doing. i know sometime i can be so irritating to u.

but it's me.my self.i just like to be my self.

so if u love me. u'll love the real of me.^^

"Sesungguhnya sebaik2 teman itu adalah teman yg sering mengingatkan. Samada di dlm sukar mahupun sng. Teman yg terbaik juga adlh teman yg sntiasa mntrbiahkn diri dn shbtnya kpd Allah. Wahai sahabat,sesungguhnya diri ini hnyalah insan yg lemah. Ingatkanlah daku tikaku leka. Tenangkanlahku tika aku bersedih. Pujuklah daku tika ku hampir berputus asa dgn tarbiah2 dn janji2 syurga Allah agr kita dpt brsama menuju ke syurgaNya jika diIzinkanNya. Ameen.."

                 

Special dedicated to NISA' ASYIQIN~

ilysm <3

Tawakal~

It's almost the end of the final week,,~

and i've done my best to go through it,,

Ya Allah,,apa ertinya usaha aku yg tinggi menggunung.

andai tiada keberkatan drmu,,

andai tiada Redha dr mu,,

andai ia tertulis bukan rezeki untukku,,~

Ya Allah,,my Lord,,ur a the most powerful, the most merciful, and the most gracious,,

u know what the best for each and everyone of us,,

                             Have We not opened your breast for you (Ya Muhammad )?

And removed from you your burden,

Which weighed down your back?

 And raised high your fame? 

So verily, with the hardship, there is relief,

 Verily, with the hardship, there is relief (i.e. there is one hardship with two reliefs, so one hardship cannot overcome two reliefs).

So when you have finished (from your occupation), then stand up for Allah's worship (i.e. stand up for prayer).
And to your Lord (alone) turn ( All your intentions and hopes) your invocations.

within this surah,,Allah had already tell us,,

with a hardship,,there is relief,,,

and Allah repeat it for two times,,,

how it goes to show that,,it is a promise,,!

just be patient~

everything happened for a reason,,

no matter how hard the situation is,,we have to move on,,

bear in mind that ALLAH is always be with us,,

He's there and watch all and single thing that u do,,

when we have done something,,leave it to ALLAH,,

someone said to me~

"Kalau bumi Allah boleh blikkan upside down,kalau markah exam.even mmg btol kita salah.tak imposible Allah boleh tolong,,hati pemeriksa kertas dy yg pegang.dunia bawah naungannya"

YA ALLAH. YA MUQALLIBAL QULUB~

hve a silent talk with Him,,He know how hard u had go through~

He's the best listener~

 

which means:

"And He provides for him from where he does not reckon.

And whoever puts trust in Allah, so Allah is sufficient for him. 

Surely Allah will accomplish His purpose. And Allah has set a measure for all things"

in malay:

"dan Dia memberi rezeki dari arah yang tidak disangka-sangka. dan barang siapa yg bertawakal kpd Allah, nescaya Allah akan mencukupkan (keperluan)nya. Sesungguhnya Allah melaksanaan urusannya. Sungguh, Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan pada setiap sesuatu,"

Have Faith to HIM~