Monday, May 27, 2013


Salah siapa

Salah siapa?
Salah aku lahhhhh...
Allah tu maha pengampun syg.
Ujian tu kifarah dosa.
Allah sayangkan kau, dan inginkan kau bertaubat.
Maka ujian itu sbgai kifarah dosa kau.
Kau tak nak kira berapa banyk ujian kau skrg?
kau xnak kira brapa bnyk dosa kau buat?
Orang fikir kau baik, sbnrnya kau bnyk buat dosa.

Dan skrg apa?
Kau nk cuba lari tp kau xmampu.
Bukan sbb kaki tak bisa mengorak langkah,
tapi kerana tiada tmpat untk kau lari.
Kau malu dgn dunia atas dosa yg kau buat?
Atau kau malu dgn Allah?

Ya Allah,,,
Aku sakit....Aku terseksa,,,
AKu sedih....kau uji aku dgn pelbagai perkara
Aku mohon untk kau sentiasa ada dgn aku..
Aku hmbamu yg lemah
Dalam masa yg genting ini.
perperiksaan yg kian tiba
Kau uji aku dgn pelbagai dugaan..
Hati aku yg Allah makin lemah.
Aku fikir aku kuat, rupanya aku salah, aku abaikan kau
Kini aku sedar, smua ini untk aku kembali padamu Ya Allah....

Aku dah jatuh, bntu aku untk bangkit Ya Allah,,,,,,
Bantu aku,,,,,,,
Aku rindukan aku yg dekat dgn kau........
Sungguh, aku tersiksa....

Saturday, April 13, 2013


It just hurt so much. Like you are dying inside. 
You realise that the time is moving on, but u still there.
STUCK. cannot move on. 
Not because you dont want to, but because you just cant.
Something stop you. 
those undefine feeling.
and you just can hope that one day.

Friday, March 8, 2013

The tought that stay...

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

The tought that stay. It stay and it wont go away.
For everyplace that i go, every second, every moment,
I miss you. It's always be you the one who stay in my mind.
And bcoz i know u wont come into my life anymore,
i keep on imagine you are here.
Somewhere wif me. And you stay here. 
You are not gonna leave me.Anymore.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Will you come after me?

Yes, For every single time the thought to Give Up come across,
there would be something that stop me.
Is it worst for what i've been fighting for?
Is it true i can totally give up.

It's different now.
Even for everytime i miss u n i feel like i want everything to be as it used to,
i didnt cry anymore, instead, I smile.
For every memories we had, I smile for that.
Coz i have this strong instinct that u wont be the old you anymore.
I change because you change.
But deep down, I MISS US.

I'm not giving up.
It just i'm gonna stop fighting.
If its mean to be, it will EVENTUALLY will :)
But if i did give up n turn away, 
would you come after me?

Wednesday, February 20, 2013


May this friendship last forever!:) 
Awak,awak,awak dan awak~
kite syg awak smua ^^ 


Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Wordless Wednesday.

Renungan Sabar..

Saat hati berkata " INGIN ", namun ALLAH berkata 
" TUNGGU ".Saat AIR MATA harus menitis, 
namun ALLAH berkata " TERSENYUMLAH ".
Saat segalanya terasa " MEMBOSANKAN ", namun ALLAH berkata " TERUSLAH MELANGKAH ".kita merancang,
Allah juga merancang..tetapi perancangan Allah lebih baik.. Segala Puji Bagi Allah. :)

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Aku penat....

Rasa hati yang aku sendiri tak pernah fahami,
Remaja. Mungkin sbb itu, aku rasa apa yang aku rasa sekarang.
Sedih. Gembira. Nak menangis. Mixed feeling. 
Itu yang aku rasa.
Pernah tak sampai satu saat dalam hidup kita.
We feels like we are not belong to any placed at all.
Every person that we used to know,
turns out to be strangers.
Jarak antara dua hati~
jauh mungkin. Aku rindu untk disayangi,
Aku rindu untk dirindui, Aku rindu untk rasa gembira.
Salah aku mungkin.
Aku terlalu meletak kasih dan sayang aku pada sesorang,
Aku letak bahagia aku pada dia
Bukan pada tuhan yang satu.
Aku bilang aku syang, tp aku lebih sayangkan manusia lebih dari aku sayang Tuhan.
Dan kerna Allah itu sayangkan aku, 
Allah hadirkan rasa ini dalam hati aku,
Mungkin untk aku sedar. Aku tersilap langkah. 
Aku salah. 
Maafkan aku kerna terlalu sayang kamu.
Kerna terlalu ingin kau hadir dalam hidup aku. 
Maafkan aku. 
Aku keliru dengan rasa hati aku sendiri skrg. 
Aku cuma tak tahu apa yang perlu aku lakukan
Aku penat menangis.Aku penat merindu. Aku penat menanti.
Aku penat menyayangi ttpi tak disayangi.